That's how lonely I feel.
One of my best friends (E.) got married last weekend on the Greek islands and I couldn’t even be there with her. If life was easy and simple, I would fly there for the wedding and back in a couple of weeks; if life was even easier and simpler, I'd probably already have a holiday home there with a helicopter pad (which I wouldn't use for my arrival from down under.)
I miss E., I miss my other best friend O., my sister and my mum.
This time is so different. I miss my Uni years when truly bonding with my classmates, earning a good income and being a part of a loving community. I’ve been missing people like crazy ever since.
I don’t even care that I got chubby whilst looking after little kids. We all had a blast gorging on biscuits, toasts with peanut butter, vegemite and honey and all that other stuff one shouldn’t have, apparently.
--> Oops I did it again, waved off my worries like if they were not happening!
P.S.: Some fears give us a nudge in the right direction - we need to do this now, otherwise, an opportunity for growth would pass us by...